TLCsDestiny

We, as humans, do the things we do simply because we live with ourselves 24/7. Why wouldn't we want to do what we want to do? Who'd wanna live being upset and unhappy? That is one thing you can count on humans doing...Living for themselves. - TLCsDestiny So if someone's being selfish, it's natural...It's normal... But, what if someone doesn't care anymore, about wanting something and doesn't want to be upset and unhappy to not get what they want...What do they call that? I'm trying not to want much at all, trying to find easy ways to make myself happy. Like seeing others smile and laugh but yes, the natural selfish part of me sometimes does come out and it sucks cause it only tells me that with me living with me for 24/7, it just sometimes isn't enough.

  Apparently I'm becoming more popular! My name is spreading!  Do Dun Dun! But in a bad way! So, I looked myself up, it has nothing to do with the word vain, it was more of a...Whatever...Anyway I looked 'TLCsDestiny' up and found that someone is posing as me, Yes, with my picture as well, on 'Disgus'! Yay, I'm so happy that 'I'm' 'readi ng' Manga and then even giving out a link to go elsewhere! Yeah, not cool! This is why people suck! You can't trust em hey! So, obviously, since this has come to my attention, I would like to state that: THAT IS NOT ME! THE 'TLCSDESTINY' ON DISGUS IS NOT ME! I tried to put down on that that person using that pic and name is not the same person that actually looks like that but god only knows what people will think, probably the opposite... Anyway, I've put it up on scribblehub, twitch and now here to hopefully keep me from getting into some kind of trouble. Sadly it's apparently happened f

 I just wanted to make sure that I had this written down. I didn't want to forget it! TLCsDestiny's new quote: If reincarnation isn't real...Then we are all equal noobs because we are all living life for the first time! It's not only 'good' experiences that make us who we are. To experience life properly and with more understanding, one must endure and go through 'bad' times as well.   Yeah, I like it, I don't care what anyone says lol. I'm off again. Cya

 So I just wanted to put these up for whomever was interested. I haven't been writing lately, I even feel like that part of me might have disappeared...Pfft, scary. Anyway, this is what I've been working on, not the only thing but hey, thought it be nice to share. ^ My bar. It's called 'The Piss Pot' ^ My bonfire just outside of bar   ^ A bit further out from bonfire, on top of the roof of the smithy, you can see the walkway to get there behind the bonfire.   ^ Behind the flags in bar (It's storage, sort of like a hide away)   ^ Further out again, looking at smithy to left and bar up top in middle       ^ To the right of bonfire, see the windmill on the right? It's in front of the portal place     ^ The bridge connecting to the other side on the right, it's the portal place, on the left is the main building     ^ On the bridge now that connects to portal place (really should call that something different...(New mission!!!))     ^ Inside and upstairs of p

 I had started to believe, quite some time ago, that the less you had was supposed to make it easier to obtain happiness. The less you take for granted makes you feel good to obtain anything... Right now I'm wondering if perhaps that is me just trying to endure. Perhaps I'm feeling so trapped and ready to cry and scream that I feel I should have less and less so that I can 'obtain happiness' easier and easier.  I know I'm upset and probably shouldn't speak out loud, or type, but...I feel like I need to be heard sometimes. I stop myself from getting angry often, I stop and breathe for patience...I hold in what I'm feeling because... I just feel like such an insignificant spec.  I try to help honestly everyday. I try to keep in mind what my actions or words may mean to another.  Perhaps sometimes I feel like I don't get that in return...that my dedication is hardly returned back. Yet, I live to the fullest! I told myself to live, when I could not die!  I w

 Yoda.   I'd like to ADD another quote that I have made: If we had evolved from the sea, yet now can't breath in water...What if we evolved to be out into space? Will we never be able to return back to Earth?    I'd also like to ADD that I've somehow made two people make emotional outbursts today...I really don't know how telling a fact can bring on depression for about 2 hours. Is the person in denial? Are they overly self conscious, as in they already know their fault but couldn't 'help' it? I mean, do we all know of our faults? What if they are never told? What if I had said nothing but kept it inside? Well, anyway, I guess what had happened had got to me more then I thought but I still shouldn't have come across so bluntly. Whatever... The other outburst was because I didn't understand something...Honestly, I didn't! I'm sorry if 'I don't understand' is not what you wanna hear but I will tell you what I see and how I feel.

 Yo. Ganna go straight to it. I'm always worried about my kid, pretty sure that's normal for any parent but...When does it end? I'm not the most positive person, actually, by the way of seeing my child, I think I bring out the negative in her. I wish I was supportive and smart, when it came to looking after her, but really, I don't think I am. I feel inadequate and selfish to have brought her into this fucked up world! What really sucks is that I do have some good information and whatever to teach her, she is just so...Well she's a 'kid of today'. 'Kid of Today': Too many choices to entertain themselves and to go about things, even with the way they can go to school...                                   Asked about what they want too much, when they should have just been given it by their parents .                                   Don't understand what 'hurry' means.                                   Doesn't know a hard days work or &

Did a poem for my mum, I decided to put it here instead of scribblehub, probably because this blog is more personal which the poem is a bit as well. And since not many people read this, lol. My Mum is 21900 days!   It's time to celebrate your sixtieth birthday! Oh, there should be heaps to say! How you've grown up, how you've grown tall, Starting right from before you could crawl!   In sixty years, so much can be taught, In over three thousand weeks, so much could be bought. Much can be experienced in seven hundred months or so, 21900 days and still more to go!   How many times did you fall in love? Did you feel like it was never enough? How many times did you jump the fence? Got into trouble but still took the chance?   How many times did you call in sick? How many times did you watch the clock tick? Did time go quick, or did it go slow? How many times did you go with the flow?   Did you stand out in the rain? How many times

*waves* I was originally coming here to show you a link but...It's not working... I'm not a computer genius hey and I...Give up... Anyway, maybe I can try another way! Oh, yeah haha, you're probably wondering what I'm trying to link! I've just finished puting 'Cid Rellah' into a book and put it onto blurb, and they had a link for me to 'copy' but yeah...It was a mess... Let's see now... Cid Rellah Hehe, I wonder if it worked!  Anyway, I'm doing alright. I've been busy helping someone out with looking for a house, then on top of that playing with him because he hasn't much better to do and so I've been getting less time on my stories...Sigh! I currently only have about 8 chapters total that I could release but to me that's not enough! So...When this person gets a house and moves into it, I'm guessing I'll have more time then. Perhaps...after the holidays...yeah...I'll hope to have more time on my stories then :) I&#

Hi I'm sorta upset right now. I wish that I could go back to earlier this morning where the 'normal' me was but...I've been set off! I just want to bring up my child to the best of my ability but...For so long she pushes and pushes, stubbornly wanting to do what she wants to do ALL the time! If this is normal...WTF! But, if this is because it isn't, I just need a small break from all the pushing... Isn't it strange that younger people don't trust older people when it comes to life? I state that I'd prefer something to be held differently, for reasons (Like that of something obvious to be stolen or to help with the back) but the kid is like 'no, I want to do it this way'. Then there's 'don't do this while walking', to me it's obvious, it's NOT safe! But I sadly doubt the kid will keep up with it...When out of sight, the kid will probably do what they wanna do! Ok, perhaps I'm just that little bit more emotional then nor

When ever has blaming someone actually been the solution to a problem? How long ago did blaming start? For how long will humans continue to blame others? Welcome to the Blame Game everybody! I am your host, TLCsDestiny and I'd like to just state: "The Blame Game is not a solution!" Anyway, I've recently been 'blamed' and it sucks. You know what I figured though!? Not only is blaming someone not a part of the solution but it also deters from finding the solution to the problem. People get emotional when blamed, some might not feel as much and able to get over it quickly but if it's about a very sensitive matter and has to do with family...It's a lose lose situation! Blaming someone has been around since day dot and it obviously 'Doesn't work!' But then, how do we overcome it? How do we not blame someone when we are angry!? I was told quite some time ago that anger is a secondary emotion. I believe that and think that the blame game could be