TLCsDestiny

 I had started to believe, quite some time ago, that the less you had was supposed to make it easier to obtain happiness. The less you take for granted makes you feel good to obtain anything... Right now I'm wondering if perhaps that is me just trying to endure. Perhaps I'm feeling so trapped and ready to cry and scream that I feel I should have less and less so that I can 'obtain happiness' easier and easier.  I know I'm upset and probably shouldn't speak out loud, or type, but...I feel like I need to be heard sometimes. I stop myself from getting angry often, I stop and breathe for patience...I hold in what I'm feeling because... I just feel like such an insignificant spec.  I try to help honestly everyday. I try to keep in mind what my actions or words may mean to another.  Perhaps sometimes I feel like I don't get that in return...that my dedication is hardly returned back. Yet, I live to the fullest! I told myself to live, when I could not die!  I w

 Yoda.   I'd like to ADD another quote that I have made: If we had evolved from the sea, yet now can't breath in water...What if we evolved to be out into space? Will we never be able to return back to Earth?    I'd also like to ADD that I've somehow made two people make emotional outbursts today...I really don't know how telling a fact can bring on depression for about 2 hours. Is the person in denial? Are they overly self conscious, as in they already know their fault but couldn't 'help' it? I mean, do we all know of our faults? What if they are never told? What if I had said nothing but kept it inside? Well, anyway, I guess what had happened had got to me more then I thought but I still shouldn't have come across so bluntly. Whatever... The other outburst was because I didn't understand something...Honestly, I didn't! I'm sorry if 'I don't understand' is not what you wanna hear but I will tell you what I see and how I feel.